If you still hate me

The feelings you are breaking
Are feelings I was faking
My eyes begin to shut, my life's a bitch
Want me to cut you up ?
Your life is one big shout out
You think I'm fake, you are a snake

These are my fears

I fear if you still hate me, you're thinking of me
I'm here and I still don't know, I feel so low now

You make my life so aching
My every thought you're breaking
My ears begin to bleed, words you're riffing
I'm here to shut you up !
Your life is one big fuck up
You think I'm fake, you're a snake

These are my fears

I fear if you still hate me, you're thinking of me
I'm here and I still don't know, I feel so low now

I cannot see how you can be
So fucking hateful of my ways
From all these thoughts I will not stray
The hate I feel today

My life is not something you think you can run
You should have learned
This is the reason we're done
I hate your ways and everything that you say
I wish you dead !!!