Funeral song

I dumped you again.
I don't understand.
It's happened before.
Can't take it no more.

These foolish games.
Always end up in confusion.
I'll take you back
just to leave you once again.

I died in my dreams.
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire.
I died in my dreams.
Reaching out for your hand
my fatal desire.

I've failed you again.
'Cause I let you stay.
I used to pretend
that I felt OK.

Just one big lie.
Such a perfect illusion.
I made you mine.
Just to hurt you once again.