Something i never had

Do you see me
do you feel me like I feel you
call your number
i cannot get through
you don't hear me and I don't understand
when I reach out I dont find your hand

Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing
and all our precious time but I still feel so in between

Chorus:
Some day I just keep pretending
that you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
i wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and I can't keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
and if I wait it out you could always change your mind
like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
then I realize its just what Its just what might have been.

(chorus)

Am I a shadow on your wall
am I anything at all
anything to you
am I a secret that you keep
do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
that you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
and I can't keep something that I never had
You don't see me, you don't feel me like I feel you