These days

I know, I should be more grateful
Grateful for everytihng I have
And I know, I should be less downfall
But unfortunately, I am just human

I'm in a big cold surrounded by fear
I'm in a deep dark hole
Deep enough for me to disappear
But where should I go
If earth's the only place I know
All I know is I don't want this anymore
Livin' out life without nowhere
what a distant is searching for

There are days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days, where I wish I would be dead

Step back, stay away from me
Can't you respect that I only need my peace
These days I'm too weak to see
These days I'm all about me
I don't want to talk this out
Cause there are certain things
We don't need to talk about
The silence in between
Will let you know what I mean
And each time I try to escape
I pray to go not to let me fake
And to take my doubts away

There are days where I would love to be somebody else
Days where I am fighting myself
There are days where I wish I could be a child again
And sometimes days where I wish they wouldn't last
Days where I wish I would be dead....