 Paroles de F'acing that voidLateef : For joline,
See it started when she was an only kid
4 5 6 when she noticed it
that look of surprise up in her mommas iris when she smiled wide-eyed as the fire hit
and the way that it fed all the tiredness
right after it starved all the wiredness
and the crazy shit that jumped off and issues that jumped up when joline lighted it
and the way she always was hiding it
to herself and to others denying it
even after the doctors had told her to stop ‘cuz it was robbing her soul and she’d die from it
but she cursed them all in their holiness
called ‘em frauds, practicing phoniness
so she’d lay in her bed, smoke filling her head, balled up with her little ball of loneliness
she even tried to pick something new to get
something that’s a little less self-destructivish
but when she felt the seed of that need her mind it got greedy, she gave in and nourished it
told herself she loved all the flourishes
and the people around her encouraged it
so what the heck, another one to the neck, and got more depressed losing control of it
RV: Facing that void
Lateed: Joline’s usages got rampant and outta control
The fix hit was worth more than money and gold
The anesthetic for her problems in a singular dose
And without it she was doubting she could ever be whole
The amount she used to take would just make her feel cold
It wasn’t enough now, what she needed was more !
It had been a long time since, she’d gotten some clothes
And the drain on her pocketbook was starting to show
And her eyes in her sockets were starting to bulge
All the muscle tone gone – just skin and bones
And she’d talk about the same old rigamarole
At any given time break out shaking an jonesin’
Strange stories about her began to be told
About what she would do if she wanted the dough
Even her friends said she’s at an all time low
Lost her dog, her dog, then lost her home
Last time that could probably have flown
She recited some weird strange haunting poem
Then laughed at a joke that was solely her I knew her own
I had to walk away and leave the girlie alone
‘cuz I knew her type that same zombie clone
hope she finds what she’s looking for and fills that void
before her mind is gone |
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